Sunday, December 26, 2010
I guess.
I don't like those days when I feel forgotten or unloved. Or when I feel like I push those I love out of my life. Today is just one of those days where you feel like you are in a black hole and you cant escape. I know that soon, if I feel down, things will begin to turn around sooner or later. They cant stay down all the time. Maybe I really just want to stay home. I guess the longer you are away from it, the more you appreciate it and miss it. I just feel like Im just in an empty void over here are my grandmas. Im hoping they get someone hired soon. Or maybe its the fact that everyone else seems really happy that makes me feel down. I know I shouldnt be. I just want to find that happiness. I guess things change and I have to change with them.
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well sweetie..if you are staying with your grandma???..then you are probably just bored to tears! As busy as you stay during the school semester..then to just stop!..you are seriously bored silly..it's easier to just hide out when you get depressed..I do it all the time. Try and do something nice for yourself this week..you have been working hard and are probably still brain drained! Before you know it..school will start again and your schedule will be loaded yet again! (hugs) love you!
Aww thank you!!! I got through it just fine! And I also had a great last two weeks!!! :D I went on a retreat then I went on a mission trip to Kansas City right after that, then I started painting my room. Now Im back at Commerce ready to start the semester!! :D
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