I dont know

I really dont know what to think about anything again. Im actually kind of homesick...I never thought I would ever want to go back. I think Im going back tomorrow. I can't handle all this loneliness anymore...it was fun at first but its not anymore. I dont think my friend enjoys being there anymore either. And its definitely not fun being there if nobody else enjoys it. I miss my friends a lot. I doubt any of them want to hang out with me anymore. I havent heard from any of them in a long time. Is it my fault? Or do they just not care about me anymore? Im ready to go back to Commerce. Im ready to get back to being busy all the time. I know this semester is going to be so busy. Ten classes?!!? Maybe more...not sure.